imysfm.

Why? You used to make me smile almost everyday, you used to always be there for me, you used to always care for me, but it seems like everything is fading.. You are fading.. I miss the old you, I miss how everything seems perfect. I miss the beginning. I miss everything about it. Don't doubt me, everything was never real. The only thing that was real is what I feel about you.......

I have so many things to blog about now.. I'm a total idiot, I should just screw myself and die. I really hate this feeling. I feel cheap. I'm such a whore. Me & my whorish acts should just be non-existant to this world. Perhaps the world would/could have or would be a better place, and you'll be much happier with someone else. Someone worthy of you, someone who will be there for you. Someone unlike me..

Never ask for too much, because too much is still never enough. &, when it comes to the point where it is more than enough, you'll start to realize, what you really need is gone...

Its' more than enough. I'm losing you. We're losing each other. Can we rewind back? Or rather, If i had the option, I'd rewind back to the start where I would've never met you, just so that your life would've been better.

I'm a slut. I don't deserve you.

Anyway, I'm super angry now!!
10mins ago I was feeling sad and all, but now i'm totally angry ! I swear I can bite off someone's head now. I hate hate hate you! Stop spreading rumors about me, PLEASE. I hate hate hate you. I don't even like you at all, why are you telling everyone that I like you and/or I had sex with you and/or I'm not a virgin? Idiot you... I rejected you, get that clear in your head. I feel like breaking your bones right now since you're so small and skinny. I hate hate hate you. :(