Faith.

Now, I'm not even gonna give a damn about this world, because all I know, my existence was pointless. I don't even care about what life may bring in the near future. All I know is, the history sucked, the present is horrifying, the future? I don't even want to think about it.

I'll be devoting all my time into books & Jesus.

To hell with all the things in my head,

To hell with all the hatred I've ever felt,

To hell with all the pain I've ever gone through,

To hell with all the distractions,

To hell with all the uncalled for mistakes,

To hell with all the stuffs that has nothing to do with my books & Jesus.

This is my life, and I want to make it right. If history was bad enough and what I'm experiencing now is tedious & terrifying,

I'll make a difference for my future.

I don't really care how contradicting I sounded like just now, I don't really give a damn about anything anymore.

I tend to contradict myself whenever I can't think straight. Damn.

Forget it,

To hell with all of you.