The daily rantings

"Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs."

Saturday, April 16, 2011

God.

They say when you're feeling at your lowest, God will work at his best.. I'm feeling low now, God.. Are you there? I need you, Lord. I need your strength. Please strengthen me now. Draw me closer back to you. I don't want to end up doubting you, Lord. And I don't doubt you.. I'm just afraid, because Lord, I'm at my lowest. If you're there, can you please tell me? Can you please show me another way? Can you tell me that it is alright? Teach me how to be independent. I don't want to end up hurting myself too much. My heart is broken, my mind is dead. Fix my heart and awaken my mind. Make me feel loved, Lord. I don't feel loved at all.. I know you love me, but I just need reassurance.

I have a friend in Jesus, and I can share all my problems with him no matter where I am. " In this world, you have no better friend than Jesus - who will always be there, just for you" Jesus, I want a friend in human form, who wouldn't betray. Can I have one like that, or am I not worthy?

Strengthen me and make me independent, I don't want to rely on him anymore. I will only rely on you, Jesus.

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