Goddamnit..

I'm feeling super stressed now, not because of exams, so I feel like blogging out all my dissatisfaction and displeasure. I'm very very very very very very very very very very very sad now. I really don't know what to do right now. I don't wanna hurt anyone. I'd rather hurt myself. I'm not into anything right now, as I've said, I'm not gonna give a damn about anything besides my books and my studies and Jesus. But what is this, why is everything coming towards me at this time? It seems like God really wants me to finish up my stuffs first so that I can concentrate and focus on things better.. But this pile of mess I'm in.. Its' never ending. Damn my life and I should be condemned in hell.