The first whole day.

From 2.
Just couldn't stop thinking about you. My mind has been all just you the whole day. It is probably an instilled habit that I already have, just thinking of you when you don't reply. And checking to see if you have texted me every fifteen minutes. Just can't get over the fact that you're gone, sigh.

You're gone. You'll be back, as you've promised but I can't stand to think the fact that i have no one to depend on for the next few days.
Sure I do, but no one is you. & No one is like you, & No one can compare to you. so who am I to turn to when I really need someone?

The number of times i've whined and complained to my friends on how much I miss you is way too countless.
Whining and all like "Where is he.", "Will he even come back.", "Are things going to change?"
I just can't stop thinking about you. Unhealthy and a little creepy, I know. But I can't help it. You can't blame someone for missing you this much. I feel overprotective, overbearing, way too sensitive and the kind who jumps to conclusions. Ugh.
But you can't blame me. It's you who made me miss you this much. :(

Loser, once you read this blogpost, i hope you know how much i miss you and how much i'm dying just to see you right now. :(