Reflections

It's a beautiful Sunday morning. I just watched a great movie. The sun is shining, I'm in Mom's hotel room. Thankful. I'm thankful to be able to wake up in such a beautiful place, thankful that I have such privileges. Thankful for everything. Whatever happened to the sad little girl, whatever happened to the girl who used to sit at her window, whatever happened to that girl who used to cut herself, whatever happened to the girl who tried to runaway.. She's gone. Why stay in the present when it is so tormenting? Why end your life or waste your life just because of one mistake or one error that happened in your life? Wait for everything to fall in place. Good things come for those who wait. I used to think I was the girl who was full of wishful thinkings, the girl who never got what she wanted. Now I've realised that I should be thankful for everything I've got. Thankful that everything I've ever wanted, it's all right here. I have everything I want. Everything has fallen into place. Good things will surely come so long as you wait. I no longer fear, I no longer feel down. I have whatever and whomever I want with me. I should be thankful. If God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it.