Helluvaride.

If you're asking do I love you this much, I do.

Well, life's been hell these days. It isn't always little pretty flowers flying and floating and little rainbow bunnies laughing and playing and mr. sun shining brightly and smiling all day long.

Yup, on the contrary, the last time, and maybe the only time recently that I last saw a real flower was... I can't remember, and little rainbow bunnies? Hahahhahaha, god. that's never gonna happen. Don't get me on "mr.sun" who smiles brightly and shines... Mr. Sun has been a tormenting happy little fellow. It has been freaking 200 degrees the past few days. I could practically get sunburnt...

Oh ya, I did. -_-.

It has been saddening the past few days because a little gush of emotions bombarded me and I finally know who's it. Hahahaha, but I am contemplating whether I should continue. A little tormenting you know? Trying to understand myself. I feel so insecure blogging this out. Maybe I should delete my blog. Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't. I don't know. God.

Fuck this. This insecurity is overwhelming. Goodbye.