Atrocious day.

As if today could've been any worst. Honestly, everything was starting out fine today. I went to school, happy. Because it was a Friday. Then I got stared at with menacing eyes as I was walking in to school. After CCA, everything started to change. Everything started to fail.

First, I went back to class and I got back my results...

English - 70, A2
Chinese - 65, B3
Maths - 46, D7
Science - 58, C5
History - 83, A1
Literature - 60, B4
D & T - 63, B4
Art - 57, C5
HMT - 54, C6.

Average - 62%
L1B5 - 19
M.S.G - 4.1


Not happy at all. I don't know if I should be rejoicing with my results or what. I mean, I improved....... As compared to MYE. My math's now a D7, unlike my MYE which was F9 .

English - 65, B3
Chinese - 68, B3
HMT - 45, D7
Math - 38, F9
Science - 54, C6
Geography - 56, C5
Literature - 72, A2
Art - 68, B3
H.E. - 60, B4

Average - 58%
L1B5 - 22
MSG - 5.2

Honestly, I am happy in a sense that I did improve my math, and that really covers up my somehow, disappointment when I saw my literature marks. I improved my english though, which makes me happy because I'm now an 'A' student for english. And I passed my HMT, that's good.

But, now, now, Magdelyn, you shouldn't get so complacent now. Complacency kills. Do note that with such scores, you can't even get into any of the top three classes. What am I supposed to take, seriously. If I can't take " a - math " I can just die because I wouldn't have much of a future as what others have been telling me.

Not talking about just a math, but look, if I can't even get in to a bloody POA class, you can just kill me right now man. Why out of all my subjects, I must fail math.. Why can't I be failing like D&T or something. I'd really love to exchange my D&T marks with my math marks, seriously. Why must math be a core subject...

I am complacent and I love procrastinating, a combination towards failure.

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Alright, so after my exam results were out, I went for chapel and I bloody slept. How bad in the house of God. So that was quite bad, then something happened, which I found out. Sigh.

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So we all went home early today. And I came home to receive some bitchy attitudes so I got so pissed off, It has been a bloody long time I screamed with the top of my voice. Honestly, I was pissed off to the max today. A lot of things have been happening, and I can't even take a bloody break at home. I came home to sleep but I ended up in a fight. That was damn irritating so I was shouting and screaming and all... So I went back up to sleep.

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Then, someone called me to tell me a very shocking news and I got a little bit more pissed off.

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I'm THIS close to losing it already. Every single thing is not falling in to place today. Sigh, I need a breather, nothings going my way seriously. Ugh, nevermind. Bye blog, thanks for being my sole comfort. I didnt know how to tell anything I just said to anyone. But I guess I just told the whole wide world, hahahahahahaha, anyway okay bye .