- I judge a shit load, I despise so many kinds of people, so so so many kinds. I might even judge you for stalking me(even if you just happen to chance upon this blog for the very first time)
- I have no confidence at all. I stutter. No one knows I've had a stuttering problem. This is the first time I'm ever talking about it. And probably the last.
- Insecure. Who isn't? Everyone has something about themselves that they feel insecure about.
- I try to be a people pleaser.
- In regards to 4, I bitch about someone, but yet I still try to please them in front of their faces.
- I cry easily.
- I get hurt. very. easily. Though it may not seem like it.
- I have a dark past that not many people know.
- I bully because I get bullied.
- I never thought I was any good.
- I am arrogant.
- I try so hard to prove myself right.
- I never admit defeat.
- When I lose, I cry.
- I have occasional suicidal thoughts.
- I'm ashamed of myself.
But he never gave up on me. He still chose me to be one of His people. I love God. Thanks for creating me and giving me such a blessed life. Thank you Lord.
Happy birthday to me.
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