Hypocriticalbitches.

I don't want to be an attention seeker that tries to gain attention by bloody famous people, or more-influential people but I can't fucking stand people who tries to be the kind of "Oh, I have haters. But it's okay, I'm born this way." "Hate is such a strong word, I just have this strong sense of dislike for them." "You guys are probably just jealous or see me as a threat."

You have a bloody influence over people, people follow you, people love you. For the same bloody reason that you look good, or rather just because you are famous. You are just going to grow old and realize how many haters you have had when you were younger. You may feel that you were very immature when you were young, trying to be lady justice. Proving your points that you are of high status, standing up for your rights and all.

Don't get me wrong though, I am not hating on people who stands up for themselves. I respect them. But no point defaming others just so you can stand up for yourself. It's actually pretty pathetic.

Not hating on anyone specifically, I'm just hating on how people can hate others just because they think they have the bloody authority/status to.

Lol k got a load off my mind, bye.

Helluvaride.

If you're asking do I love you this much, I do.

Well, life's been hell these days. It isn't always little pretty flowers flying and floating and little rainbow bunnies laughing and playing and mr. sun shining brightly and smiling all day long.

Yup, on the contrary, the last time, and maybe the only time recently that I last saw a real flower was... I can't remember, and little rainbow bunnies? Hahahhahaha, god. that's never gonna happen. Don't get me on "mr.sun" who smiles brightly and shines... Mr. Sun has been a tormenting happy little fellow. It has been freaking 200 degrees the past few days. I could practically get sunburnt...

Oh ya, I did. -_-.

It has been saddening the past few days because a little gush of emotions bombarded me and I finally know who's it. Hahahaha, but I am contemplating whether I should continue. A little tormenting you know? Trying to understand myself. I feel so insecure blogging this out. Maybe I should delete my blog. Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't. I don't know. God.

Fuck this. This insecurity is overwhelming. Goodbye.