Dillemma

What do you do when your heart's in two places?

I know I shouldn't have said some things, and I know some things were meant as my own secret. You are so alluring. You have this strange presence that makes me want to get to know you better. But yet, I know I shouldn't.

Good evening, readers. I'm back blogging.
A year has passed and I'm still on s-anctifiedhearts.bs What an accomplishment. This blog has stood by my side through thick and thin. A year, a year. I can't believe 365 days has passed. Actually, more than 365. Haha. Started this on 28/11 I think, cant recall.

I'm itching all over, I wonder if it's my chicken pox. I have not gotten them yet. Am I too strong or is it just because I'm too healthy? Either ways, it's good. Haha! But yet, getting chicken pox at an older age is bad.

This sucks, this month, or these few months in fact, has been a roller coaster ride. I can't tell any longer what's wrong and what's right. I am losing my sense of direction.. Sometimes I just want to go in to trance and forget about this world.. Forget about all these pain and suffering that I have been going through.

It's 10 o'clock. Maybe I shouldn't blog anymore. Have I been updating my life recently? I've got a job. I doubt I've mentioned that on my blog. I've lost important people in my life the past few months starting from September. I've got my results too. Oh, VP of drama club too. What else, what else.

I'm trying to summarize my life up in a few sentences but it seems like it's not working. I tend to forget things. Or is it that my life hasn't been anywhere near interesting where I can blog about it? Maybe, maybe.

I'll try to blog more often nowadays, and I promise this is not an empty promise. I really have to learn how to start blogging continuously everyday.

Speaking of blogging, I have a new blog. If you guys follow me on twitter, like literally follow and actually read my tweets, I have been talking about SH and DD. This is obviously SH. DD's my new blog. Haha, try finding out what DD is an acronym for. Good luck with that.

Nights readers, this was a really short update. -/ Luv.