How do you stop someone from crying?
How do you stop jealously?
How do you stop loving anyone at all?
How do you cheer yourself up even though you know its impossible?
How do you get the person you like to notice you?
How do you know if you're really in love?
How do you love someone?
How do you stop loving someone you once loved so deeply?
tomorrow is the 18th.. hah, 18th again. Why is it that I never fail to remember this very special important day? &, it always seem like i always blog about this day? I don't want to love you. I don't want anything more than that. But it seems like I just can't forget you. I rather like two guys at the same time then giving up on you and carrying on with someone else. Why? Why is that so? Why is it that you never leave my mind? Why is it that for thing nearing 1 year, I just can't seem to get to you? To reach your heart? To get a hold of you?
To love you..?
I went through a lot of shame and humiliation and jealousy for you, have you ever gone through the same shit? Maybe you have, but it was never for me, was it?
1 month 1 day more, and it'll be a whole year. A year of tears, laughter, jealousy, humiliation and shame... Will I be going through another year just like this?
I don't wanna sound like a drag. Goodbye.
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