Currently

I'm at Singapore sports school because we have this swimming programme and I hate swimming. I'm currently using my phone to update my blog and I swear I'm bored.

I can't swim today because it's my time of the month .. And also because I don't know how to swim. So I'm pretty much bored here. I hate swimming I swear. I'm currently sitting down here with yitian but we aren't really talking. We're just saying things like ' oh hi I'm bored' kinda things.

Anyway , a whole group of sec 2/2 girls are behind me and laughing like crap. So noisy. Actually, I don't find these kinda things annoying but I'm extremely tired now because I have not been doing anything for the past hour and so yes hi this is boring an i I had a choice, I would just walk out right now and go home..

So hi. And bye. Feeling extremely vexed now because of some personal reasons.. Crap, just received an SMS from Jiayi and now feeling even more vexed :/ I'm so confused.. A part of me is telling me to let go but the other is not helping at all.

I miss you.

Hellokayhi

My 20th post since I've moved to blogger. The whole day was a bore.

Last night I slept at 8.30pm ( lolwtf) then I woke up at 4am( even more lolwtf) and then i couldn't sleep and I did some serious thinking... And I came to a conclusion. I've made up my mind and I'm so grateful that I slept at 8.30pm because it gave me time to think( I mean who wants to study or whatsoever at 4 in the morning? Might as well do nothing and laze in bed!!!)

Yes If you know you're my best friend or someone who I trust a lot and you're currently reading this, ring me up!!!! I have to tell you what my decision was!!!!( or maybe who. *cheeky smile* ).

So anyway, I was about to sleep at about 7am then I recieved a text from Jasper, and so we texted till abouttttttttttt i dont know, 830? & so he had his class and I had my tv to watch so we didn't text till about 945 when his class ended. So anyway, we texted all the way till about 1.30 or so then when he went back to malaysia( since he stays at malaysia, ha-ha poor thing.), my life was officially boring.

I was refreshing facebook's home page, spamming twitter and being a low-lifer. Then I started to read my geog textbook...

& i stopped at 3 because mama called me to go down to eat my lunch! Then I had a talk with mama till about 4 then I went back up to sleep. Then at 530 mama woke me up and told me to go out with her ( was supposed to go out with her at 1pm but I got lazy :( ), so anyway I got ready and all then at about 6, when I went down, I went to talk to my ahma and my maid, hehehe.

Then when it was about 645, mama came down with shirt and shorts saying " so late already, tomorrow go out" -_______________- i jitao sian diao. Could have slept longer!!!!!!!!!!!! So anyway, i ate, then I went back up, continued my low life facebook/twitter -ing then I stalked blogs then I came to my blog which I noticed had a pretty dead tagbox( -_- ) except ALLYSON who is spamming me, yes my life pretty much sucks. Nothing to do.

Whoever said Saturday is the best day in the whole week because its spelt as Sat-Ur-Day really doesn't know that a spelling doesn't sum up the whole thing. Saturday is always a boringzoringsnoring day for me:( . I always end up sleeping.

So anyway, I really want to spam this whole blogpost( lol) because I'm bored so i'm gonna be talking about my week. hehaho.

Monday - Thursday

SCHOOL.

but I'm pretty sick right now. I'm currently down with a cough and flu. My sore throat healed instantly within a day thanks to Jasper who gave me a great 'remedy' which everyone knows except me( lol i swear I think i'm the last one to actually find out that gargling salt water helps to cleanse your throat).

Anyway I have a new chinese teacher who cant understand english well. Poor guy. Once, we tested if he was faking his 'ability to speak english', so we tried shouting out vulgarities( lol i swear i'm the most innocent loooooooooooool) to see if he would understand.

' FU - KE !!!'

' FA - GE !!!'

' FORK YOU!!!'

But he was happily scribbling words on the whiteboard and we were like, geeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz, time to use a lot of english in chinese class ^_^ .

Anyway I got selected as this NE ambassador thing of the class but yet, like wth I don't wanna be, because as I've said in my previous post, I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PACKED TO THE MAX THAT I DONT WANT ANOTHER ROLE!!!! So, yes. I found a great excuse to NOT go for the meeting on Wedsy, which was to go for the Chinese Creative writing thing. Which I didn't go for too, lol. I went to the doctors instead. Ha-ha.

The reason why I typed only Monday - Thursday is because I have to specially mention Friday.

Friday was Horrendous, Horrible, Terrible, Suckish, Dreadful, Detestable, Loathsome, Unkind, Monstrous, Horrifying, Heinous.

i went to thesaurus to check up the words after 'suckish' lollllllllllllll.

In the morning, I was almost late but I don't really care anyway. Then when it came to drama, let the torture begin. I started with my run( which I didn't really run, because I was having cramps lol), then during drama, I got scolded really badly because I wasn't loud enough and then Ms gerry asked me a question but my mind was blank when she was talking to me. And she said I was starting to be bimbotic and irritating. Because there are only two reactions I give when a teacher scolds me. And neither are good.

1. I'll roll my eyes and stare back at them
2. I'll smile really awkwardly.

She told me I always give her that smile whenever she asks me a question, but thats because I really don't know how to answer :(:(:(:( So i got really sad and all and my day was officially 'ruined' by myself being so annoying and bimbotic. Anyway, it was also Jiayi's birthday and so after chapel, we went to LJS where we were supposed to eat but me and jami secretly ran off to buy her a cake. How sweet of us right? And we walked into LJS, not caring how loud we were, not caring how annoying we were, but we sang her happy birthday.

Then we bought our food and went over to her house to eat. After the cake and after the food, we went down to the playground and all to have fun and games and whatsoever.

Then when it was time to go back, I was the only one who took marina bay train because I stay so super far. yay me for staying at YioChuKang-_- but luckily I had people texting me! Was texting Sianglin and Jasper all the way home.

When I reached home, I was super tired. It was already 630. I was still texting Jasper until he went back home to malaysia then i went to eat. After dinner, I went up to bathe and all then I slept. Wth haha.

Til the next morning and I shan't elaborate on how awful my sleep was. Because it was super hot last night and I don't know why lol.

Anyway time to go off. I've spammed enough( not really. I really feel like blogging more but I bet no one will read this post from top to end. I bore people.)

Goodbye, love you all. Till I post again, Muacks. Don't grow pimples, Don't grow fat. I love readers bye

Cherish today.

Take each day as it comes, life is stressful enough.
Do not look back and grieve over the past,
there's nothing much you can do about it.

Do not worry about the future for it has yet to come.

As long as it is called today, cherish it.
Live this day as if it was your last.
And you will find each day worth living for.

So then, do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Today has enough troubles of its own - Matthew 6:34

Precisely what I'm gonna talk about in this entry.

Lately I've been feeling so bad and blaming myself for everything. I don't really know why but I always feel like I'm inferior to a lot of people. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. I don't know. I'm not sure.

1. im too fat.
2. im too ugly
3. i'm not pretty enough
4. i'm not smart enough

I don't know. I just feel sad these days and its' like life's not really important. & i have sooooooooo much worries. Time is sooo limited these days. ( Apologies to readers [ if I even have any.] for not posting these days btw!) My schedule is soooo tight that I'm tied up till my nose. I don't even have the time to blog and these days I've not been using the computer much. Since I only use facebook and blog. Nothing else.

Thank God for modern technology that I have an iPhone, which I can use the internet everywhere I go. So it saves the hassle to turn on the computer, key in my password, click google chrome, type in the address and to go online facebook. Saves the trouble, really.

Why do I have time to blog today? Because I'm in CHR where its' CCA day on fridays and so as a really good girl( *blush* ), I've done my homework!! Although I've not done revisions though.. Crap.

Anyway I'm currently sick too & its' my time of the month. So my throat hurts and below hurts so that sucks, really.

Lately I've been studying hard(really!) and facebooking a lot( i admit). But well, if I know how to balance my time well, no harm taking a break and relaxing right?

I'm going off to sleep or do homework or linger around at home. Goodbye.

I need a new best friend btw, :(

I don't have enough friends.

Please sign up.

BYE

hehe.

Wonder.

How do you cure a broken heart?
How do you stop someone from crying?
How do you stop jealously?
How do you stop loving anyone at all?
How do you cheer yourself up even though you know its impossible?
How do you get the person you like to notice you?
How do you know if you're really in love?
How do you love someone?

How do you stop loving someone you once loved so deeply?

tomorrow is the 18th.. hah, 18th again. Why is it that I never fail to remember this very special important day? &, it always seem like i always blog about this day? I don't want to love you. I don't want anything more than that. But it seems like I just can't forget you. I rather like two guys at the same time then giving up on you and carrying on with someone else. Why? Why is that so? Why is it that you never leave my mind? Why is it that for thing nearing 1 year, I just can't seem to get to you? To reach your heart? To get a hold of you?

To love you..?

I went through a lot of shame and humiliation and jealousy for you, have you ever gone through the same shit? Maybe you have, but it was never for me, was it?

1 month 1 day more, and it'll be a whole year. A year of tears, laughter, jealousy, humiliation and shame... Will I be going through another year just like this?

I don't wanna sound like a drag. Goodbye.

Sick

I'm currently posting through my phone . I'm really sick now. My nose is runny, throat is feeling hell, coughing every five minutes, feeling super tired and weak, I think I'm healthy!

Sms me, I need your reassurance that I'm okay. That I still have you to talk to if I'm bored, that I have you when I'm sick. Assure me that youll always Be there for me..

Good luck to people who have not been sick yet through this flu season and get well soon for those who are just like me right now. And yes, congrats to those whom have recovered already. How I envy you all..

Sick like a goat. Tired like a chicken. Lazy like a chimpanzee .
Im joking. My English isn't that bad.

Tired . Gonna turn in early for tomorrow ;( school. The place that everyone loves :D .

Goodnight dont get pimples.

Holy.

I don't know why but I feel so Holy. A lot of Christian songs are stuck in my head now, like.

Jesus,

Beautiful Saviour,

God of all majesty.

Risen King

Lamb of God

Holy and Righteous

Blessed redeemer

Bright morning star.

and like also.

Saviour,

He can move the mountains.

My God is Mighty to save

He is mighty to save.

Forever,

Author of salvation

He rose and conquered the grave.

Jesus conquered the grave.

and also like

Crucified,

Laid behind the stone

You lived to die

Rejected and alone

Like a rose.

Trampled on the ground

You took the fall.

& thought of me.

Above all.

Andddddddddddddddd,

Amazing grace,

How sweet the sound.

That saved a wretch like me

I once was lost,

But now I'm found

Was blind, but now,

I see.

And the last one!

How I long for the new Jerusalem.

Just to see my saviour's face!

Oh my heart is in.

Jerusalem

My home, my resting place!

And I've just heard this song in church today, and I swear, Its' awesome

Be still my soul.

The Lord is on your side.

Bear patiently

The cross of grieve and pain.

Okay, enough haha.

Schools' starting tomorrow. I'm not excited because I fell asleep in the afternoon. Really long 4hour nap. Doubt I can sleep tonight. The best thing was that I stupidly slept with my facial mask on. My alarm clock was on but I just couldn't wake up. Lack of sleep this whole week man. But yes, I did wake up halfway to throw away the facial mask then I fell back asleep I think. I didn't even wash my face!!! I can't imagine how OILY my face will be tomorrow.

Ohmygod this 'Christ church ROCKSSSS' group on facebook keep spamming. Ugh........ -_- . Getting spammed the Shit out of me. I'm officially bored now.

I think I'm really ending my hiatus because everyday something is haunting me. I don't know? The blogging ghost? Everyday, something in me is telling me to blog. Currently SMSing Jasper, Facebook chatting Yannick and Wallposting w Rodney.

I seriously don't wanna talk to you right now. You're extremely annoying and I can't stand you. I don't even know how other people put up with you. I hate talking to you and I really dislike you. You're so flirtatious and you keep trying to talk to me. I don't even want to talk to you. Annoying crap. You're annoying the SHIT out of me and I HATE IT. Stop talking to me, you can tell because I'm only answering you with one word answers. I don't care if you HAVE to talk to me because I don't wanna talk to you. I hate you even though I'm being a little harsh right now.

Forget the small words. Trying to get a shitload out of me. Annoyed to the very max. I don't know how I'm thinking of Christian songs but yet feeling annoyed. I think God is telling me to chill.

AND SO I WILL.

Goodbye everyone grow less pimples .

Sianglin rockssssssssssss

Past few days were like crap. Especially yesterday. Yesterday was one of those days where I cried & cried & cried the whole day. & needed someone to cheer me up. Eventually awesome people like Jasper and SiangLin(click to see her blog!) were there to cheer me up! God bless these two souls who were there for me in time of need.

Yesterday night, something crappy happened which made me feel so oh-my-god-what-tha-hell. So yeah and it carried on today so whatthehell. crappinesssssss.

So today I had CCA open house. Fun shiz! Promoting drama was so fun! There were a few sec one girls who kept poking me( I think their laptop got confiscated so they all can't facebook anymore thats why they are randomly poking me!) heheh. So yes, Drama had a fair number of intake. It was quite fun to be shouting and screaming the whole morning and all.

After CCA open house, I went to Macs with Enmin, Diana and Shobana and they were awesomely cool. Fun time! Then after I went home, I changed and all and used the computer and facebook and talked to Sianglin and JASONCHUMZ(hottest guy ever. Click to see is fb profile!!) ! hehehe. And I was on the phone with Sianglin and all. Currently talking to James and Jasper now. One through facebook chat the other through SMS. cute guys.

Oh yes and today there was this sec one guy who told me I'm cute like wth. I know I am la . hahahahahah ( ohmygod shutthef*up, b*tch. loooool) but it was really awkward to have a guy saying i'm like an ahlian but i'm cute. hello. i'm not an ahlian thanks. I so decent.( once again.) hehehehe.

Okay, its' 6.17, I'm hungry. What is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????? I feel like eating some hokkien mee now. Anyone wants to do some delivery service for me? hehehe. okay I'm so bored and tired. Lack of sleep past few days. And I'm hungry thanks.

BYE LOVEYOUALLZXXXXX. Muaxxxxxxxx. GROW LESS PIMPLES, EAT MORE VEGETABLES, THROW OLD STUFF, BUY MORE CLOTHES, BE PRETTIER, LESS UGLIER BYE THANKS I LOVEYOUALL.( If anyone is even reading my blog since its' so not PUBLICIZED LIKE WOAH.)

Blogging.

I'm always blogging at this time, 9.52pm now hehehe.

Today, was the first day of school. Was super excited to be sec 2 finally and not a small junior who doesn't look like her age YAY HEHEHHEHE . NOW IM FOURTEEN BUT I still look very cao lao so thats no excuse. Damn.

Anyway, today's first day was fun. I think. From what I remember.. Ms kee finally smiles at me. Yay? But one thing I just can't stand was after school. The minute I walked out of school, I felt so lethargic.. I don't know what's wrong. But I went to causeway to eat w BurpieeGang-2( Minus two[Jami and Syaz :( ])! Then I went to pierce my tragus ( click link to see whats a tragus!) again. Actually, I'm not sure if AGAIN is the proper word to use. I've pierced my tragus before but not at the right, it was at the left. Yes, my fourteenth piercing. I'm now left with 5 holes only. Its' an improvement, i hope. But I already felt so tired and all, but today was the first time I went for a piercing and I actually felt scared, as in REALLY scared. Almost like shivering. I don't know why. My heart was thumping real hard. Maybe its' because it has been a long time since I've last pierced or whatsoever, but today was weird. I was really scared. Even when I pierced my 3rd piercing ( 2nd piercing on the right), I wasn't as scared at all! But when I started to walk out, my head started to get a little dizzy and when I was walking home, I felt very weak and I just K.O.-ed the minute I slept on my bed. Bed - 1 . Magdelyn - 0. Maybe Its' because of the lack of sleep last night. Only slept at about 4 and woke up at like what, 5? 6? I don't remember. Furthermore, tragus is what got me a little sick last time. SHIT I JUST SAW A MOSQUITO . ok nvm.

Anyway, back to the piercings thing. So if you know me well enough, you MIGHT know why I pierce my ears, and a reason for every piercing except the 1 or 2 exception which is friendship piercing. Actually, coming to think of it, I have never told anyone the reasons of each piercing. It isn't those kind of o-m-g top private and confidential things that I don't ever tell anyone. I mean I'll gladly tell la. Thats' if I trust you well enough. So don't bother asking the reason behind it if you get 1 word answers when I tell you which piercing is what reason or whatsoever. Unless your like as close to me as VanKo, the BurpieeGang, my close friends in class, then i'll tell you if you actually probe. I mean, no one likes to tell a sad past right?

TALKING ABOUT THE WORD SAD PAST, it reminds me of JEROME! I swear he is the CUTEST boy you'll ever meet in your whole life. He wrote a letter to me. I'm still thinking if I should publish it to the world via my blog..

OKIE I THINK I SHOULD HEHEHE

Dear Magdelyn,

Just want to say that since the start of this year,

you were always an inspiration to both me and the whole class.

Since then, you always reminded me of a

SENTIMENTAL, YOUNG AND SEXY INDIVIDUAL,

who never fail to scare everyone with your angry act.

Although I learn that you have had a sad past of self-cutting and all,

I feel that that's a part of your character which is special.

Love,

Jerome.

Thats exactly what he wrote. No grammar changes or anything. Except that he didn't bold and caps the words like I did. hehe. But I mean, thats' so cute la. I nearly felt like tearing( cry) when I read this paper. Especially when he was like ' Eh magdelyn!!! This is for you, its' supposed to come with a chocolate but, sorry no more heheheheheheh * walk away* ' wth haha then i was like omg i read it and i was like hehe omg. so sweeeeeet.

I'm gonna write a letter back to him.

Dear Jerome,

thx .

Love,

Magdelyn.

omg i hope he likes the best letter ever!!! hehe. I'll be doing my letter writing now to my friends! (a 'tradition' in burpiee and the guys of my class.)

Byebye loveallofyou goodnight sleeptight dream of me tonight dont let the bedbug bite.

2nd January.

Consider today what you have to be thankful for and then give thanks with your whole heart

365 days of wisdom .

Sitting here, reading countless of blogs, poking my nose into others' affair. That only means one thing.

I'm bored.

9.45, I've not done my homework. NOT going to do it because its' gonna make me even more bored-er . I need to pee too.

Nothings' really going my way today so I'm going to resign to fate and just do whatever I want today because if my day is going to be very bad, at least enjoy what I'm doing AT THE MOMENT, and suffer later. But, I mean, what can go wrong? Its 9.46 in the night now. Unless the monsters from paranormal activity creeps into my room and pull me out of bed and I don't know, skin me alive or something. But I know my day is not going to be as bad as how THAT sounded right? ha-ha . I hope.

9.47, I'm looking at the clock every one minute. Oh its 9.48 now. hehe. I'm really bored and I have nothing to do. I'm so lazy to run upstairs to my mum's room to get my phone charger because I spent the night at my mum's room last night, because my sister brought her friend and so she used our room. But whatsoever!

9.49 hello I'm really looking at the clock every 1 minute. What the hell. lol. So, anyway, school is starting in TWO days ! EXCITED? No. UN-EXCITED? No. NEUTRAL? No. Then how exactly am I feeling? Super Un-Un-Un- Excited. Thanks. Its 9.50 . I mean, yes, c'mon, I'm excited to see my friends, excited that I get to go to drama again, excited that I have to make a big decision at the end of the year, excited for all those but I'm not excited about waking up early in the morning. I like school, I can admit that but I just hate waking up so early in the morning like what, 6? Its' 9.51. I really can't wake up THAT early, i mean, if given a choice, would you all rather sleep in or wake up early? Obviously most of you would say sleep in RIGHT? Or maybe not sleep in. Given a choice, would you want to wake up at 6 or 9? Obviously 9, if you had nothing to do for the day. Which brings back to my point. I HAVE something to do, which is school. So thats why I'm Un-Un-Un-excited.Its 9.52 .

Anyway, today nothings' going my way. Like hello, who eats the holy communion in church ans spills the drink on her ownself? Its' 9.53. I mean, like what the hell. I was minding my own business and suddenly i felt something wet, which was the 'ribena' I didn't spill the whole thing. Thank God. Or I'll be so embarrassed, they'll be like ' Hello, little girl, we have not drank the drink' Its' 9.54.

Then to make it worst, some other things happen when I was window-shopping with my mum. Shall not go in to detail with that. Its' 9.55 . Then later, I fought with a friend. Then whilst walking home, I nearly fell. Like how much more unlucky can this day get? I'm not surprised if I wake up in the middle of the night to find a pair of eyes staring at me sleep.

Please God, don't let that happen.

Its' 9.56. I'm really really really bored, I swear thats why I'm ranting everything out in blogger. I really can't find any other way to 'vent' out my boredom than to blog because blogging is fun!!! I kid. But, seriously, I can't find anything else to do.

Spent an hour or two at MSN playing jigsaw puzzle with WeiQiang ( Click Wei for his tumblr and Qiang for his blogger!!!) , fun shit. 9.57 here. Okay 9.58 what the hell lol. Just to train my patience. As most should know, I'm a really impatient person, to play such games, is HELL for me. And on top of that, I have a short attention span. Once I'm bored I find something else to do. But at least, playing the puzzle with someone else is pretty amusing. Its' 9.59 now. At least Weiqiang and me had a great laugh.

My phone has 1% left, should I go up. I know I should. Yes i should. Should i? ohmygod.

10.00 happy new year. yay hehe haha hoho . Omg I need to link some more people because my links are really empty. Same three girls all the way. Like what the hell. I need more pictures of you and more links! But its' like no one else blogs anymore right? No one else BLOGS, they TUMBLR-S . I don't even know if thats' a word. lol. 10.01 hello. I mean like, what. The worst thing is that the more people there is in tumblr, the more boring it gets. I like to stand out in the crowd and be unique, as you all should know. So thats how I eventually got 'kicked out' of tumblr. 10.02 .

Tumblr isn't fun anymore. Its' supposed to be a BLOGGING community right? Its' starting to be more like a REBLOGGING community. If I were to still continue using tumblr, I think I'll be one of the only 1/100 tumblr users who actually blogs and not reblog. Its' 10.03. wth i typed 3 and it turned 10.04 . Like what the hell lol.

Anyway, A Christian song played in Church and its' stuck in my head until now. I think I really like this song. Time to add this song into the millions of songs I like playlist. 10.05. I'm starting to type really slowly now. Another reason is that I'm half MSN-ing and half blogging so yeah.

I managed to waste a lot of space. hehehehehe I'm happy. Anyway, I'll be putting the chorus of the song at the end of the post. :) . 10.06. I'm really excited to go to school. Okay I sound so contradicting lol. I just don't wanna wake up so early. School will rock if we didn't have to wake up so early and we didn't have to end so late. :D . oh yes, and all the rumors and all will stop yes that'd be great too thanks.

I really hope this year will be different. Different, in a good way. Its' 10.07. I need to start planning for my future. Its' 10.08 . I WAS AT MSN.

Okay, I keep getting 'spammed' at MSN. yes, vanessa ko shi lei ( Click Vanessa for her blogger, Ko for her Tumblr, Shi for her Blogshop and Lei for her rants!) and weiqiang. Expected. Its' 10.14. I took a long time to search for all of vanessa's links wth haha.

Okay I think I'm gonna go. I need to publicize my blog my god. I think no one knows of my blog. I think I only have one reader and that is myself . Yes I have no life, I read my own blog what the hell haha, okay bye.

Tag to be linked

Call to be linked

MSN to be linked

SMS to be linked

Link to be linked

And don't forget to tell me which photo you want!!! If you don't reply when I ask you which photo am I gonna use, I'm gonna use ANY random photo you have!! ( When I mean random, I mean most unglam-est!)

kthxbai (:

I'm coming back to the heart of worship

&, its' all about you,

its' all about you, Jesus.

I'm sorry Lord, for the thing I've made it.

When its' all about you,

Its' all about you, Jesus.

- Heart Of Worship.

1/1/11

It's pretty disheartening to know that I didn't get to catch 11:11, only to find that out on 11:13 which pretty much sucked so badly. I was really disheartened. I really wanted to catch it . But it's okay. I will catch 11/11/11 11:11:11 someday. Haha.

I'm currently using my phone to blog. It isn't fascinating to know blogger doesn't have a free app for it. I mean there is. But it's hard to use. Correct me if I'm wrong? If there isn't a iPhone app for blogger. I really want one like the tumblr app. Because if there isn't a app for it I'm so gonna quit blogger really soon.

New years day is ending in 30 minutes. I've been lying on this bed for 1 hour now. I just can't get to sleep . Not sure why but Saturday nights are one of the worst nights for me. I can never sleep well on a Saturday night . Past two Saturday nights were like crap. Surprisingly, I turned to the same person for both nights. But I'm not turning to him again this time because I really want to sleep or else I wont be able to sleep and get up in time for school on Tuesday.

Which leads me to my next point. Tuesday. School. Right. Homework? Ohgod. Cca starts on first week, I have this mc thing for Chinese new year, crap . I really need something to de-stress me. WTF the last time I saw my battery was at the start of this post and it was 54% and now it is 44%!! am I blogging real slowly or is my battery running out in Godspeed mode. Wth. Anyway, back to the point. I've not yet done my homework. Shit. Well, it's just a book review so I don't really care. Hehehe. Writing a diary out of this book? Actig like a character? Easy. In Chinese? I take back my words on easy. I was stressing for two hours the other day on how to write dear diary in Chinese . To write or not to write? So, I wrote 亲爱的日记:

and I stopped there.

I really have to find my Homework and my Xiamen things. Shit. I need to hand it back up to the teachers on the first day of school but I don't even know if I still have it anot Wth. I'm so gonna die so Ty.

Okay I think I'm gonna close my eyes and try to sleep. Goodbye .

Ohyes And my helix is starting to get an infection again because i took out my earring to change to a ear stick but it still doesn't want to cooperate:( it should have healed a month ago because helix is like 6 months to completely heal it but Wth 6 months has passed Wth Wth wth. Anyway on the first day of school I'm going to pierce my tragus again. It has been haunting me for so long. Oh ya, and I'm not gonna go out after school anymore as usual because I need to focus on my work and to study already. Cheers to a new year, a new start, a new Magdelyn! ;-)

Happy new year.

Happy new year. Not feeling so hyped up about it but its' cool. So I took the whole day to think of my resolutions and I didn't come up with any, but now my mind is full of resolutions. The more words i type, the more resolutions coming inside my mind. Maybe its' because I'm starting to really think hard.

My new year resolutions.

• Grow thin ( You all already know that.)
• Less pimples!!
• No matter how stressed I am, don't ever start to become my perfectionist trait, where I need every single little detail of my work, perfect.
• No matter how stressed I am, don't ever flare at someone.
• Not to be bitch about others', at all.
• Forget all the unhappy memories (Y)
• If My loved one is sad( Family, Burpie, Close Friends, Friends), I'm always there for them to cheer them up, and I MUST be there.
• Try not to get stressed at all.
• Save $_$
• Cope w studies.
• For all these wishes to be done.

Yes, I have more but I won't touch on that. One reason being I don't wanna sound like a drag, other being, I'm quite tired

Whatever you do on New Years Day, will be what you are doing for the whole year. How I intend to spend my day?

• sms
• call
• computer
• sleep
• eat
• brush teeth
• bathe ( TWICE. im sorry, I get lazy AT TIMES. But hey, i'm honest)
• eat more ( yes ok i'll remember about resolutions list)

haha hey hello. this is like a normal day right. I don't want to change. Okay fine,

• homework

Yes, so I'll be doing my homework everyday during 2011 and be a nice girl . Ohwait. I forgot . I'm lazy to use my mouse and backspace it all and arrows.

• script

Yes, totally forgot about that. I hope I can remember all my lines by tomorrow so that I will be able to memorize me lines everyday? I don't know what I'm talking about. Told you I'm tired. So no matter what I do and what I say and what I feel w and what I eat will be what I will be doing for the whole year.

1.What Have I said?

• 'Happy new year'
• ' bored'
• ' loveyou all'
• 'muax'
• 'LOL'
• 'haha'
• 'gay'
• 'noob'
• 'fat'
• 'pimples'
• 'ugly'
• 'bitch
• -everything in this post-

2. What have I felt?

• loved
• nice
• anger/vengeance( not good on the first day!!!!)
• bored
• BORED
• BoRed
• BoReD
• BOREd
• BoRED
• BOReD
• bORED
• BORed
• Tired!!
• Okay I'm really bored.

3. What have I done?

• watch tv
• play computer
• sms
• call
• msn

4. What have I ate/drank?

• Ribena
• One small piece of cracker

So yes I've accomplished all these things within 1 hour and 39 mins. What the hell. So anyway, I'm gonna go pee then sleep. Bye 2010 , Hello 2011.

P.S. Happy 1/1/11 ! On 11:11 on this very date, I'm gonna make the most awesomest wish. Good luck me on catching it.