New year, New start.

A new year is coming in less than 12 hours. I don't know if I should be feeling ecstatic or not. Everyone seems so hyped up, but really, how different would next year be? Besides all of us growing old, theres' nothing much of a change. 2010 is gone, 2011 is here. Nothing much right? 2010 was hell. But on the brighter sight, 2009 was worst than hell :) . At least last year was better. Only gonna speak of the months I should speak of.

January '10 -

New school, New year. Excited? Not really. Same old same old. New rumors, New friends, New enemies. Whatever.

February'10 -

18th.

April'10-

Felt loved on my birthday (:

May'10-

I'm so lucky. I made the worst decision but yet the best decision after it. Just found something out yesterday which sends chills down my spine.

August'10 -

Piercing on the 6th. Went strong, Came out stronger.

November'10 - December'10

Holidays. Nothing much, really. Holidays officially started without school and all on the 22nd . No, not 22nd November, 22nd December. Like wth. Holidays was fun. Yet, nothing much.. Since I'm gonna be so packed during 2011.

New things I did on 2010.

- Started really thinking about future even though I'm super young.

- Started to think on my own, make my own decisions.

- Started to be more independent.

- Started to realize I should never abandon friends, always cherish them.

- Started to pierce.

Resolutions for 2011:

- GROW THIN . KTHXBAI.

If I can think of some during the day today, then I'll post. thxbai.

Starting to think.

I've been thinking for awhile. For this past whole month. I'm starting to think what I could have done to salvage this. I started to list them all down.. Then i realized, woah. I can't stop. I could've done so many things. But what did I chose to do? Nothing.

Then I stopped to realize, hey. It could've been worst. Although what I went through was already a living hell, but hey, on the brighter side, there are many advantages after what had happened.

It took me a whole year to realize I have been wasting a whole year. So much for the irony huh? I wouldn't have suffered this much of a blow if he could've done something. Yes, I'm starting to blame others. It is because this is my life and I shouldn't blame myself for anything.

But then again, I realize I was completely lost for a whole year. No direction.. No guidance.. I still do take time out to think about every single little thing that has happened. Not to mention that I found out that without me, his life would still be a normal ongoing cycle. Nothing big right? Its' just as if someone not important at all just walked into his life and just went out after a short 2months. But he has learnt to let go.

Newsflash. I'll never let go of this.

Flying.

Oh so I'm flying off to Xiamen in 2days time, a school exchange program. I'm soooo not hyped up about it. Thanks.

church

Just came out of church. Lord, make my life count. I belong to you, I believe in you. Thank you Lord.

Wedding, love.

How would it feel to get married? I wonder. Would you catch a glimpse of bliss right before your eyes when you are in front of your significant other or would you just imagine the torture. Because right before your eyes, is your significant other, one you think you might actually know, but actually you dont. Who knows, he could be a gambling addict who owes a lot and you're gonna slog your whole life working to pay off debts and bills and take care of a baby who would pretty much wake you up every single day for the first few years. Or would you be the one who gets a lucky break, to marry the guy of your dreams, the one who is perfect and rich and will never ever cheat on you? Maybe the guy you think who will never cheat you, will actually cheat you. It really depends of trust and love and how much he may actually love you!

What kind of a groom/bride would you be to your significant other? Would you cheat because you can't succumb the temptation of having an affair who would please you in every sexual way? Or would you come home every single night and still greet your love with a kiss. Not knowing if their hearts' still with you?

I wonder what kind of a wedding will I ever have, no harm thinking of it right? Since its' just a thought. No matter what kind of a wedding I have, a white wedding or whatsoever, I want to be the prettiest bride there is ♥. I want to be that bride where everyone stares and says " woah". It would be so cool.

Yes, I'm still so super young to think of it. But hey, no harm thinking of it right!? Since its' just a way to pass time and chill. But really, I wonder who I'll marry when I grow up. So long as he's got Donghae's eyes, Andy Lau's nose, Aaron Yan's hair and.. and.. and..... Nah, I'm just kidding. But really, will I end up in a dating site? Putting up some fake portfolio just so I can attract guys and be the woman of every guy's dream? Or would I really experience love.

Harry Hong(:

HH! 's dedication

Who is HH ?!

Happy Hong? no.

Horny Hong? no.

Hot Hong? no.

High Hong? no.

Handsome Hong? no.

Hungry Hong? no.

Hateful Hong? no.

Hopeful Hong? no.

Helpless Hong? no.

Hongster Hong? MAYBE !!! but no.

Its Harry Hong!

Hellohelloharryhong hellohellohihi . Thanks for making a decision FOR ME .

I can't find a picture of you but hi this is close enough. You're very smart hornyhong . Good luck in finding a girlfriend. You're spamming me on my MSN asking me if I know any chio/cute girls HAHAHA.

If anybody wants him, go add him . Very smart (Y) . If you're with him, can ask him do your homework (Y) . Go go go get him!!!

Harry Hong! add him if you want!! But you have to be chio and cute first plz. hehehe

Okthxbai . I love you bye hehhehehehheheh

Sanctified Hearts.

New blog. Blogger again. What a pity to tumblr.

Sanctified hearts,

Sanctify - to purify or free from sin

Simply, Sanctified hearts is purified/free hearts.